Dummer And Dummerer

Latley I've been realising alot of stupid people in my life. People who make life difficult or harder for the other people around them. Is it a natural born thing to be "ignorant" or just plain stupid? You know these people...the ones who think outloud, say stupid things and make you feel embarrassed standing next to them. It sort of makes me think, if they don't realise...then I could be one of these people...Could I be one of THOSE people...?

I had lots of stupid people pass me by in my 17 years of life on Earth. Alot havn't really affected me because I just brush them off, but there are just some people that are hard to brush off. They stick, not letting go like a leech and hold on for dear life until they have sucked all logical thought out of your cranium. Ever had a 'friend' who made you feel dumb by talking to them? I have. I have had a 'friend' who is just so dumb, they can't get a clue. HOW HARD IS IT TO GET THIS?? "Stop talking. You're annoying me and everybody around you." But still this person is consistent to annoy and frustrate. If someone said THAT to me, I'd stop. What does it take, seriously?

Maybe this is why stupid people get hurt alot. They don't realise the pole in front of them until they've walked into the damn thing! Or walk into puddles because their head is to far in the fucking clouds. Thinking about the impossible and doing the possible the worst way possible is what dumb people do best...

Let me ask the male readers..is a dumb girl attractive? We all have our moments but some girls are just plain DUMB. Common sense apparently only lives in a person with an IQ of 345 and Einstiens love child. Is everybody around me sucking smart from my brain? It feels like it. Next time you speak to someone who is so draining you...stop them, tap there forehead and see it they fall over. The best thing about dumb people is that they shut up when they think really hard...the worst is when dumb people mock you.

THEY CAN'T MOCK. ITS DEFEATS THE PURPOSE OF MOCKING. For example...the maturity of a 6 year old accompanied by the words "Why?"..."Why?"...."Why?"...At the end of every sentance...STOP IT! It's not funny, it's just stupid. Go find some comebacks, grab a torch and then talk to me... then let's see if ill feel the burnnnn. Hmmm? What's that?...Why?...

*TWITCH*.

Honestly, Bitch

Is it bitchy to be truthful and honest? Or is it bitchy to be un-truthful? What is the line between honest and too honest? Now, I would want my friends to be honest, tell me everything they see that I don't in someone. Then again the truth can hurt, but doesn't everything else in the world? Should we just grow thicker skin and evolve or keep our thoughts to ourselves?

If you read my blogs, you probably know i'm an honest person. I fustrated young teenager who finds too many flaws in the world and my surroundings, right? Well, how can I not when there are so many shit people living around me? Everywhere I turn there is a problem, nobody can be honest or else the problem will get worse. But wait, didnt the problem start with that person not being honest in the first place? Its an endless cycle of lies and excuses.

I've been told so many times I'm a bitch for being too honest. And yes, I know I have a big mouth but that's me...its how ive learnt to be. I never got anywhere lying or playing games, then again has anybody? If you have, you must be a very guilty person because you have un-truthfully moved thoughts and told lies. And sure i've told lies to make people happy, I still do, but when it comes down to telling somebody when they're doing something wrong or doing something right...being honest is most likely the only way to really be. You dont want to be the one who is blamed for anothers faults.

I am proud to say I'm honest and truthful. Call me a bitch all you want...

but atleast im not the one with the heavy shoulders.

Its MySpace

One Teen Wonders

I dont know if its weird talking about personal things on my sort of blog but im going to do it now. SORT OF. I want to talk about the wonders and heartache of teenage life. Me being 17 I think im in the prime place to judge what teen life feels like. So far it hasn't been the best ride ever or the most magnificant. I've been through alot, alot more then most of my friends have. Some don't even know what ive been through because I don't like to talk about how I feel, what think about my life and where I am right now. Sometimes its just too difficult to explain a big black hole. For the lucky ones, some my age have had the time of there lives with young love, friends and experiencing things others would only dream of. What about those who don't? The ones that get stuck half way and stay completely lost, for what seems like eternity?

When it comes to confidence there is two sides of a personality. The "confident" side and the real side. Anyone who has been in depression would know what this is like. Everyday you wake up, put on a brave face for your friends and wonder if maybe this day will be better then the last. And yeah, you have those days that seem great at the time but then the next is just the same as the day before that. You come to a sad realisation...is this MY life? Day after day will I be like this? Will I never experience something new and exciting? Or even thrilling? Life changing?

The problem with the world of teenagers is...highschool. The world is different and everything you do is judged by the people around you, so called friends comment on what you should and shouldn't do. Teachers can make or break you. Love is a posession not a feeling. This fake temporary world full of bimbos, jocks and freaks. Can it really be this horrible? A world so harsh you dont know who you are until you leave?...Yes.

Unfortunatly to survive a world like this you are labelled and have a certain type of personality you must follow. Even if you think you have a clean slate there is always someone who is jealous, angry or frustrated with you to start something, a rumour can ruin you. All your friends gone, enemies become those friends and you get involved with people you thought didnt exist. From the first step in those doors, your first lesson, you are being judged. Is it easier to ignor or get involved? Fight back the enemy and win the glory? Which eventually leaves you none the richer...or happier.

Its a never ending battle. Girls will be girls and boy will be boys. We can learn off each other, grow with each other but never leave our thoughts. Some friends stay friends, others just fade. Dreams become our future and stories our past. Its just getting through it that really hurts the most. Scars are deep...

...but memories are deeper.

Do the Bus Stop

OK. So, I catch the bus almost everyday. From school I walk to some local shops where I catch one bus, then to the station where I wait for another bus which eventually drives me home. I stand for a complete time of 1 hour waiting for buses. 1 hour...I finish at 3:10pm and get home at 4:30-5pm. In the car it takes 10-15 minutes. Now according to the government $4 Billion has been spent on "fixing" our bus services and public transport...*twitch*...

If this is so...WHY DON'T YOU FUCKING FIX THE STUPID BLOODY BUSES AND THEIR FUCKING TIMETABLES. WHY STOP THERE? WHY DONT WE JUST ALL WALK! BECAUSE IT WOULD PROBABLY BE FUCKING QUICKER!!!

I wait too long, I wait patiently then when my bus driver turns up 20 minutes late I politely ask for my ticket where he so rudely grabs my money and slaps me my metcard. "Thanks." I say and take my seat...THATS IF I CAN GET A SEAT!!! Too many times have I had to stand and fall over bags and numerous prams. Too long have I stood in silence about this ever growing shit of a public service. This isn't service...its BULLSHIT. All I get from Ventura and Metlink is a whole lot of bullshit!

I'm sick of missing my bus because of over crowding and stupid bus drivers who won't let me leave the front door. I'm sick of paying $1.60 for the worst 1 and a half hours of my life everyday. I'm sick of sitting at the station being watched by derros and retards. I'm sick of the shit that comes out of the Governments mouths...take that $4 billion and shove it right up there with your ever growing taxes and shitty laws...

FUCKWITS.

Dinge Brinking

Ah the wonders of alcohol, still yet to cease amazment and judemental opinion. You either drink it or you don't. However, there is a limit to how much is drinking to say, "binge" drinking. According to experts teenagers and young adults are increasingly drinking to much alcohol. Research shows $7.6 Billion is being spent on this "quiet epidemic". Many practitioners are concerned with the health of young binge drinkers and the impact it may force on there social lives. With these facts and statements the Australian government are considering banning alcohol till the age of 21...

RIGHTTT. 21? AS IF THAT IS GOING TO WORK! People are still going to drink, passout and do it all over again. You can't stop something so accessable and so socially accepted. It's like telling all fat people to stop eating McDonalds because it makes them fat, it's not going to stop them. Teenagers always have and always will find away to break the law and get what they want. How do you think they have been doing it for the last 60 or more years? It's not like they sat at home and read books. We want to go out and socialise, it just so happens drinking makes us more comfortable in our surroundings.

Now, I must admit...right now i'm really not a fan of drinking because of previous things in my life but I definatley know if my friends were banned from drinking, it still would'nt stop them. You can't stop them. They have friends who can get alcohol for them, its not like its going to run out.

So if this law comes in, what about the rule that parents are aloud to sit down with their children and have a few drinks to teach their children responsible drinking? From experience, the less the kids parents let them drink the more pissed they get at parties. It's just how it is, because they're not used to drinking in normal doses.

Binge drinking between teenagers gives experience to all young adults, helps them socialise and maybe even get the confidence to show off a little. What's wrong with that? What's wrong with dutch courage?...

Let the kids drink, let them spew their guts out and regret the night before. Let them experience the feeling of mistake and responsibility...

It's all about growing up.

Please, I Incest.

If you're from overseas or a faw away land you may not heard of this story. Jennifer Deaves. A divorced, mother of two, woman in her 30's contacted her father after 30 years of separation. After a couple of weeks the pair had sex and began an intimate relationship. Due to their intimate relationship she fell pregnant and gave birth to a baby girl. The father says "I knew it was illegal. Of course, I knew it was illegal but you know, so what."

So what? SO WHAT!!?? ARE YOU SERIOUS!!? YOU HAD SEX WITH YOUR DAUGHTER AND MADE A CHILD AND YOU SAY SO WHAT!!?? You need to like, sort out your brain or something because this is seriously really disgusting. First of all the woman has two children already who are both old enough to understand the complexities of the relationship. Secondly, they have brought a child into the world that has no idea what sort of messed up life it will be brought up in. I'm sure you have your "love" BUT plain and simple, IT'S ILLEGAL! AND GROSS!

Her father is now the grandfather of her child and also the father. What the hell are they going to tell that baby? "Oh yes, the thing about your daddy...his your grandpa." What's the baby going to say? "Okay!" ITS STUPID.

Psychotherapist Joe Sole says "In my view, other relevant factors include the need to prevent the high risk of congenital defects in children born of incestuous relationships and to prevent children suffering psychological harm and social stigmatisation." WELL DUH! ID WANT TO SHOOT MYSELF TOO HIS MY GRANDPA WAS FUCKING MY MUM!

You know what the worst thing was...when asking the father what he thought about the sexual relationship they had, he said "Fantastic!"...

EW.

http://news.ninemsn.com.au/article.aspx?id=442919

Typical boys.

Men. The better sex? Physically stronger but mentally, unstable. What is it that makes us women want to hang around for the right one? And in that, what is THE right one? Is it- strong mental state, sane attitude and handsom features. Or romantic, devilish grin and a whole lotta humour? What is it that make them, THEM?

Well, of course we wouldn't be here if it wernt for men. They are the um, the sauce of life...yeh that works. So with this "sauce of life", how do we manage 51% females and 49% males? I mean what happens to the 2% of females? Do the men cheat to match up the numbers, to satisfy the 2% of women? Is this maybe why women choose a man they can't have? Not enough men?

If this is so it might explain the constant mind change men possess. One second they seem to want one thing, and then a minute after its like their whole world had been turned around. A mans mood can change just like a single 30yr old womans in the time of the month. Testosterone can bring a man to harming a complete stranger or even a loved one. Like Jack Nicholson in the Shining, men are just one bit ball of MENTAL.

So why do we love them so much? Is there really a typical male? A typical boy who breaks your heart and leaves you with 500 scrunched up tissues and a 1kg of chocolate. Women like men, arnt all the same...in some respects. We all have the same functions and problems, we just have a different outlook and attitude on things. One person could say "He was an asshole anyway!" whereas another would say "But I love him." It all comes down to one thing...experience.

A broken heart, a friendship lost, a fallen friend, a weakness, a mistake, a broken promise, a love lost, a relationship ruined. In the beginning were all the same...all it takes is a little experience to change who we are. Who men respect, honour and love is up to them and their memories. After all...

Some things never die.

Driving me crazy.

Im really annoyed. I've just spent a couple of hours researching this subject and its really paying a toll on my mood. I'm talking about the new P plate laws in Victoria commencing 1st July 2008. VIC Roads are forcing a new law where people who recieve there license after 1st of July 2008 are only allowed one passenger between the ages of 16-21 while on there P1 license. What?! WHAT!!?? ONE!!?? ARGHHHHHHHH! Apparently there is to many young deaths on Victorias roads, so the ones who havnt even made an impact on the roads yet have to pay the price. YAY! I guess they think if we have more then one passenger were more likely to be in car crash? What about designated drivers? Lifts? Doesn't this mean more P Platers on the road?? According to The Queensland Government QLD Transport says "Young drivers aged 17 to 24 are at least two and a half times more likey to die as a result of a road crash than other motorists." OKAY THEN! STATISTICS TIME!!

According to the TAC In 2006, 337 people died on Victorias roads. Let me point out something about these statistics...12% of these deaths were people aged between the age of 16-20. 14% of deaths was 70+, another 14% are 40-49 yr olds AND 18% were 30-39 yr olds. THAT'S 61 DEATHS IN BETWEEN THE AGES OF 30-39! Hmmm. Well, VIC Roads must be doing something right because in 1987 Victorias road toll for ages 16-25 was 110 deaths. While in 2006 it was only 35 deaths. Lets look at 65+. In 1989 death toll was 31 and in 2006 death toll was 31? Wait, is that right? 31? My god!? So wait it didnt move not one death!? Hmmm.

Let me point out something, of those 35 18-25 yr old deaths 74% were males, 71% were intoxicated and 66% were single vehicle crashes. Righttt.

So lets see who causes the most deaths on average. 16-20 yr olds cause 6 deaths on average, 70+ cause 17 deaths and 30-39 yr olds cause 19 deaths...but I thought young drivers aged 17-24 are at least two and a half times more likely to die as a result of a road crash than other motorists? Does that explain this?...

Mildura accident. Where a 34 yr old man killed 5 youths aged 14-17. They were walking...

Fair world, isn't it.

Death to Connex

Boy oh boy, This blog will be angry.

THIS COMPANY...

..can suck a fat one!

Now have had many great adventures into the city on trains. I have never really had trouble catching them, until I got older. Last year, Wednesday 14th November I caught the train with my friend to The Killers concert. On the way (approx. half way) we arrived at a stop and on hopped the most shittest people with the shittest jobs, the Metpolice.

These people, FOR A CAREER, check peoples tickets. Not just check people tickets, they also issue fines to people "breaking" the "laws" of Connex. They carry around these stupid badges and notepads (no joke). Well, of course they go straight for the two teenagers (one with dreadlocks) being rebels and putting their feet on the chairs. Do you reckon they wake up in the morning and think to themsleves "I'm fighting crime :D" or just "I really need to get laid". Apparently its a federal offence to place your feet on the chair. FEDERAL OFFENSE!! OFFENSE!!!! WHAT!!?? Like my new converse shoes could do any damage to your shit train!!! What about this!!??

I REALLY hope these nobheads got caught cause my offense hardly seems OFFENSIVE!! Thats right, I had to pay $162 for placing my feet on the chair. Which wernt even on the seat, they were on the plasitc bit that hobos probably lick! I can understand if my shoes were dirty and muddy but seriously...WHAT THE FUCK!!!?? $162!!! WHAT DO YOU NEED $162 FOR! TO CLEAN THE SEAT!! PLEASE!

Lets talk about the service! Who loves over crowded areas with smelly people? MMM...I love standing next to people with knives. Come on Connex, do you really think we enjoy our adventures to and from the city when were glued to a random 40 yr old guy by sweat? Don't think so. Why dont the ratty station bums get fines? Why do the people catching the train everyday have to put up with there shit, stand in over crowded platforms and listen to some derro talk about his favourite dumpster? Its just got to a point where people are treating the innocent people like fools!

Over crowding is easily solved by taking that $162 you make everyday tax payers pay and investing is some new bloody trains. Maybe this means there will be less fights and more room to breath. Hey who knows, I may even have room to relax and put my feet up!

Brought to you by the nobheads a Connex and Metlink.

Thanks for being awesome!

Starting off.

Well, here we are.
I pretty much have my whole life on the internet. Yes, sad to say *tear*...but I do spend most of my time here anyways so i may aswell get into the swing of things.
I did used to post lots of opinionative blogs on my myspace page then i got lazy and sorta stopped. On the contrary, I started making YouTube videos. Hooray! Which I try to keep up to date with.
I did have one of these a while back, but being me...I lost the account details and password n crap so I didnt bother.
I basically started one again because I have a few things I want to say and tell more geeks on the net about cool things I see and do.
If you ever want to chat i'm up for it. Send me an email at meagan_list@live.com.au and i'll reply right back, unless you're creepy...haha

Okay. So this first one is pretty shit. But hopefully in a few days i'll have some interesting and wonderful stories or opinions to tell.

BYE! *waves*