Back to the Future, just.

Being the age I am, It's sort of forced upon me to decide what I want to do and who I want to be right now. Honestly, I'm really looking forward to fucking everyone off and starting again overseas. What better way to start again then just pack up and leave those people who hold you back in your aspirations and dreams. How dare they steal you of your ideas and future. I have so many people around me in my life saying "Go to uni." or "Do your exams." and "You'll fail." Can't I just do what I want? How hard is it to get a fucking break around here without being told what to do or say? Get out of headspace!

Since a young age i've had a hightened sense of maturity so when people talk to me, they speak the truth and treat me like an adult. Most people have different opinions and theories about school and the future. My 'wisdom'; Do what you can, when you can. Dont push it, or you wont finish it. I follow this to the T. I'm such a Stop/Start person I start something and NEVER finish it. A bit like highschool. I really am over all the crap they are feeding my brain and the pressure they put on kids these days to finish.

You can't get a proper job without finishing your VCE certificate or qualifying for a TAFE course in that industry. The rules are getting harsher and less people are becoming professionals due to rising HEX fees and payments. Why should all these things make a difference? Whats the VCE certificate surposed to prove? That you can withhold hell!? Employer says "Ah, Meagan...I see you have been to hell and back? How was it?" I say "Um..Shit." Employer says "Congratulations, you've got the job!"...Yeah right.

All I want to do is be myself. Stay true to my beliefs and thoughts. I want to see the world, not just hear stories. I want to experience everything there is the experience. None of this book bullshit or study for my future crap. That CAN wait...

But my heart can't.