Too late to apologise?

I'm in a bit of a pickel. Basically I fucked up big time...me and my loud mouth has once again put pressure on me and my relationships with my closest and most trusted friends. Things were said that maybe shouldn't have been said and somehow it feels like its all my fault. And you now what, it probably is, i'm not going to deny that what I say and do can be a bit out of line. The thing that annoys me is that when I do offend people they say nothing and then one day they snap and bring things from months and months ago that you dont even remember saying. Honestly, Id rather bite the bullet straight away then let someone hold it in the gun for months before shooting me. Those bloody bullets can really hurt.As much as I try to keep my mouth from straying to anti-social behaviour and boasting, I lose sight of whats around and who is listening. Also known as, STFU Syndrome, where the affected can't shut the fuck up. I have STFU and a bad case at that. I've been known to say a few offensive things and maybe gone too far...but trust me there IS worse people out there. You just can't here them because they're locked up in prison for disordily conduct and domestic disturbances.

So when the other 'victim' finally fesses up and says "I hate how you talk to me.", "What you say offends me." and "You're a bitch." it's sort of a bit too late for that. Why can't the person just say at the time "You're a bitch. STOP. Before you say anything more ofensive you snob." and i'd say "Oh really? I didnt know it offended. Thank you for telling me, i'll stop now."...something along those lines, depending on the person i'm talking too. And if your reading this and going, maybe you should think before you speak, for me...its almost impossible. I have so much to say in such little time. The STFU Syndrome just takes over my mouth and all the sudden what I was thinking is now offending everybody left, right and centre!

I'm going to take this time now to say sorry. Sorry to all the people I have offened with my big mouth and all the secrets I have told people when I should't have. Sorry to the people that trusted me and I let them down. Sorry that i'm not shutting my mouth to make you happy. You know what, Im sorry the world is fucked up and people are dying everyday. Im sorry my mouth has ruined your life...seriously, if you were human enough, who cares what I think. My opinion might be the complete opposite to what your thinking. The people I talk to choose to listen to me and if they dont like it...then they dont talk to me. Thats what friends are for, listening to you shit on. All that matters is your opinion...

...your just reading mine.