Futuretarded.

Oh man. October? Since when? Ahh I love school and how it consumes my life. Well here we are, months later...i've been busy. Well not BUSY, but preoccupied? Yeah Meagan, good excuse dickhead. Honestly, I just havn't really had anything to whinge about. But I think now has come the time to begin again. I've nearly completed my year 12 VCE, which I will be recieving shortly. Im actually really surprised I have got through it. I was VERY CLOSE to failing...like "Hey Meagan, um...you've failed...but i like you sooo i'll pass you on this outcome, but TRY next time?" and response is "I love trying, i'm just shit at it." My teachers love it. I just can't wait for that last day, sitting at the table watching the clock, waiting for the bell. Jump out of my seat and scream "FUCK YEAH!" then say a sad goodbye to all the people i wont see until our first reunion in twenty years. I'll probably come back as the crazy lady with 50 cats...

So what to do with my life when i'm done? The beginning of real life seeing as im not even attempting university. Ha! Imagine that. University, another couple years in my youth waisted with my head in the books. Kudos to my mates who have decided on their life careers at the tender age of 18... I find it amusing that two years ago I convinced myself the next two years would be the best times of my life...that's a negative. I must say i've made some life lessons during those years. The amount of alcohol one can consume, the amount one can smoke and various dickheads too avoid in the future. Thanks highschool, you've made me one wise adult. I now know how to defend myself from alcohol abuse, smoking and being a whore.

I can't complain though, I now have an education to support me. Get me a good job and earn a living. I can't wait till I actually start earning more then..um...nothing? I love being unemployed *Insert sarcasm here* I'm cherishing my free time now because i know in a couple of months i won't have time to even wipe my own ass. I refuse to go on the dole, mainly because I know how much i'll take advantage of the governments money and end up spending it on petrol i'll be waisting in the Mc'Donalds drive thru.

So now my future is in my hands. I can choose to succeed or be complete retard doing nothing for the rest of my life. Well, I like doing stuff and I'm not really a big fan of retards...so i think i'll stick to success. And by success i mean, 50 cats and a lifetime supply of weed.

That's the life.